11/29/23 BP prior-118/83, pulse 78. After 124/74, pulse 63
THIS was more a ketamine experience! They doubled my dose to 800mg (rapid dissolving tablets that are 15-20% bioavailable) I started feeling it before the 7 minutes were up to spit out my saliva. (Not supposed to swallow this version due to increased side effects) It took me into complete relaxation very quickly. The playlist they had me listen to was perfect. It's interesting, every emotion, the music etc is heightened. I feel the music much more, brings on more emotion than usual. ( I am very tied to music and my feelings) I didn't have any visions this round, like my other ketamine experience but I think the two things I really remember is the overwhelming sense of peace/happiness bubble up and overflow inside of me. When I came out, my mask was wet from tears...although it's not like crying like if I was talking to someone. Tears just flow. The only thing that came to me several times was turtles. No clue what that is about, until I told a friend about my experience and now I get it. I will post more about that at the end. I was under for 40 minutes total. Felt quite tired afterwards but peaceful.
I taped audio when I came out to try to remember anything. It was funny to listen to though because I would say something , then nothing for a bit. I must have been processing and I also repeated several things.
I described to my mom about how with the mask on, you are in total darkness and the music is your only sense really. Ketamine heightens that. I have had a different experience every time I have done this. Total of 9 times now. Its hard to describe- I have had visions where I had my eyes open under the mask and saw visions. The very first time, I saw a wall of red utah rock (which is one of my favorite places) and I cried , I felt safe and protected. My therapist told me it was protection I didn't have as a child. Made a lot of sense with the emotion I felt. This time, I envisioned things in my brain not visually. I saw Greg laughing and I remember smiling, I love his smile and laugh so much. The turtles came several times. When I came out this time, I felt happy, relaxed and then energetic. Slept AMAZING! Wish I slept that good all the time, insomnia has plagued me for two decades. It took 10 minutes or so to be more stable to walk, the spins to resolve!
SOOOOO, back to the turtles.
My friend sent me a thing about the turtle spirit animal symbolizing wisdom, luck and longevity. Connecting with your turtle guide allows you to access these qualities in your life. :) I did more searching and found several other things. I underlined the things that spoke to me personally.
The significance of turtles in dreams
When turtles appear in our dreams, they often carry profound symbolism. Turtles are ancient creatures, known for their wisdom, resilience, and patience. In dreams, they can represent these qualities and serve as a reminder of our own need for patience and perseverance in our waking lives.
Turtles may also symbolize the importance of taking things slow, embracing change, and adapting to new situations with grace.
Exploring the symbolism of turtles in dream interpretation
Delving deeper into dream interpretation, the symbolism of turtles can vary depending on the context of the dream. If a turtle is seen in its natural habitat, such as a calm lake or a serene beach, it may symbolize harmony and a sense of peace in our lives.
Conversely, if the turtle is trapped or in distress, it may reflect our own feelings of being stuck or overwhelmed in a particular situation.
Turtles are also associated with protection and guidance. In dreams, they may appear as guides or protectors, offering us wisdom and solace during challenging times. Their slow, steady movements can teach us the importance of navigating life at our own pace and not succumbing to the pressures of the fast-paced world around us.
Unraveling the hidden messages behind turtle dreams
When we have dreams about turtles, it is essential to pay attention to the specific details and emotions accompanying the dream. For instance, if the turtle is swimming gracefully, it might signify emotional well-being and a sense of tranquility in our lives.
On the other hand, a dream about a turtle hiding in its shell could indicate a need for self-protection and introspection.
These dreams may also carry hidden messages related to our relationships and personal growth. Perhaps a turtle dream is urging us to nurture our relationships, be patient with our loved ones, and cultivate a sense of rootedness and stability in our connections.
Understanding the spiritual connotations of dreaming about turtles
In many spiritual traditions, turtles are revered symbols of longevity, wisdom, and ancient knowledge. Dreaming of a turtle can, therefore, be seen as a connection to the spiritual realm and an invitation to tap into our inner wisdom. Paying attention to these dreams can lead to profound self-discovery and spiritual growth.
Turtle dreams may also serve as reminders to trust our intuition and listen to the inner guidance that resides within us. They can symbolize the importance of finding balance in our lives and embracing the wisdom of both our minds and our hearts.
The different interpretations of turtle dreams across cultures
Turtle dreams hold cultural significance in various parts of the world. In Native American traditions, turtles are seen as sacred and are believed to carry the earth on their backs.
Dreaming of a turtle in this context may symbolize a deep connection to the earth, a call to honor our environment, and a reminder to live in harmony with nature.
In Asian cultures, turtles are associated with longevity, good fortune, and protection. Dreaming of a turtle in this cultural context may be seen as a positive omen, indicating blessings and a long, prosperous life ahead.
Analyzing common scenarios and situations involving turtles in dreams
Let’s explore some common scenarios and situations involving turtles in dreams and their possible interpretations. If you dream of a turtle crossing your path, it may signify a need for caution and careful decision-making in your waking life.
It could be a reminder to slow down and consider the consequences of your actions before proceeding.
If you find yourself dreaming of a turtle laying eggs, it can represent fertility, creativity, and the birth of new ideas or projects. This dream may be an encouragement to nurture and protect these creative endeavors, allowing them to grow and flourish.
How the color and size of the turtle in your dream affects its interpretation
When analyzing turtle dreams, it is essential to consider the color and size of the turtle, as they can provide additional insights into the dream’s meaning. A large turtle could represent a situation or challenge that may require significant effort and endurance to overcome.
Conversely, a small turtle may symbolize starting small, taking incremental steps towards your goals, and honoring the process of growth.
The color of the turtle can also contribute to the dream’s interpretation. For example, a black turtle might symbolize protection, mystery, or the need to confront hidden fears. A green turtle may represent healing, growth, and harmony with nature, while a blue turtle could signify calmness, intuition, and emotional balance.
Uncovering the emotional and psychological implications of turtle dreams
Turtle dreams can have profound emotional and psychological implications. They might indicate a need for emotional resilience, reminding us to protect ourselves and prioritize self-care. These dreams can also point to the importance of maintaining emotional boundaries and not becoming overly defensive or withdrawn.
If you find yourself feeling calm and serene in a turtle dream, it may reflect emotional stability and a sense of inner peace. On the other hand, feeling trapped or suffocated in a turtle dream could suggest repressed emotions or the need to break free from emotional constraints.
Exploring the connection between turtles and wisdom in dream symbolism
Wisdom is often associated with turtles in dream symbolism. When a turtle appears in our dreams, it is an invitation to tap into our own inner wisdom and trust the guidance it provides.
The slow, deliberate movements of turtles remind us to take our time in making decisions and to seek wisdom from within rather than rushing into actions driven solely by impulse.
Turtle dreams may also be a reminder to seek wisdom from elders or mentors in our lives. They can inspire us to value the wisdom that comes with age and experience, and to cherish the knowledge passed down through generations.
The transformative power of turtle dreams: What they may be trying to tell you
Turtle dreams can hold transformative power, offering insights into areas of our lives that may require change, growth, or adaptation. These dreams may be urging us to embrace the transformative potential within ourselves and to open ourselves up to new possibilities.
They can also signify a need for patience in the face of challenging circumstances. Just as a turtle slowly walks its path, turtle dreams may encourage us to trust the process, even when progress seems slow and obstacles appear insurmountable.
How recurring turtle dreams may indicate a need for patience and perseverance
Recurring turtle dreams often indicate a need for patience and perseverance. These dreams may suggest that we need to cultivate resilience and steadfastness in pursuing our goals and dreams. They remind us not to lose hope and to stay committed, even when faced with setbacks or delays.
Recurring turtle dreams can also be a sign of personal growth. They may reflect our journey towards greater self-acceptance and a deeper understanding of ourselves. These dreams encourage us to embrace change and grow through the challenges we encounter along the way.
Examining the role of turtles as guides or protectors in dream experiences
Turtles frequently appear as guides or protectors in dream experiences. Their presence in our dreams symbolizes their role in guiding us through difficult times and offering protection when we need it most. These dreams may provide reassurance that we are not alone, and that there are unseen forces looking out for us.
When a turtle acts as a guide in a dream, it may be guiding us towards making wise decisions or leading us towards a path of personal growth. As protectors, turtles shield us from harm and offer a sense of safety and security in our waking lives.
The relationship between turtles and longevity in dream analysis
Longevity is often associated with turtles in dream analysis. Dreaming of a turtle may signify a desire for a long and prosperous life, both physically and spiritually. It can serve as a reminder to prioritize our well-being and strive for a balanced and fulfilling existence.
When turtles appear in dreams, they may also symbolize the importance of honoring our roots and heritage. Just as turtles have existed for millions of years, the dream may be telling us to honor our ancestors, preserve our traditions, and learn from the wisdom of those who came before us.
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Frog spirit brings us into a deeper connection with our feelings, perspectives and our ability to purge negativity from our lives be that “dis-ease” spiritual, mental or physical.
Frog cannot endure a toxic environment and challenges you to release those emotions (like anger, hatred, bitterness, etc.) that hold you back. These outlooks show up in a person’s aura like dark splotches and, in turn, decrease our natural protective and intuitive abilities.
Frog spirit often comes to people who are simply not taking care of themselves the way they should. Sometimes this relates to diet, exercise and lifestyle. In other cases it may relate to a relationship on which you’re spending too much energy with little return. In both cases it’s time for a change. Step back and take the time to consider new ideas and outlooks. Just like the tadpole, you’re about to grow into something new and wonderful.
When Frog makes an appearance as a Spirit Animal he comes to remind us of our connection to the earth and the seasons. You may find yourself going through a time of growth and transformation, guided by the Frog’s alluring song.
Native American meanings for Frog have commonalities with Celtic symbolism. This medicine animal brings rain and can heal. In one example of folk traditions, Shamans used Frogs for curing coughs. The Shaman would put a Frog in an ailing person’s mouth, recite sacred words, then command the Frog to “hop away” with the sickness (this is a type of disease transference). That is how we come by the phrase, “a Frog in my throat.”
Other Native American meanings for Frog spirit include fertility, prosperity, rebirth and growth.
The frog may symbolize the unconscious, or some part or function of the psyche that still lies buried in your unconscious, perhaps something you find horrifying or disgusting because of some traumatic experiences that gave rise to anxiety and / or guilt-feelings.
Depth Psychology: The frog stands for emotional and spiritual changes, like the changes that take place from spawning to the final form
In dreams, frogs suggest an extra, deeper element to ourselves and if we can integrate it, our life will become richer. The frog has also been associated with the power of resurrection and renewal by meeting that which we find difficult or repulsive in life and ourselves.
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