My Human Design

 Information from my Reiki practitioner  

Ok- so interesting and in our short time together, I can see so much of your design in you! This is just a summary.

You are a Manifesting Generator (like my husband)

This is your energy type. They are multi-passionate people so you have many passions in your lifetime. The world tells you that you need to focus in just one area but that is not true, you should follow your passions. You are quick to master new things. You love the unknown and discovering new things, this is exciting and adventurous for you. You can be spontaneous. You should only do things that you actually "want" to do. Doing things you love gives you and the thing more energy. Use your energy on the right things...just because you can do it, doesn't mean you should. 

You profile (your personality)

5/1 The Challenge Solver (UMMMMM lol)

The 1st number represents how you see yourself. The 5 is "the liberator". You have a "save the day" energy and love to help other people. People are very drawn to you because of this and they can put a lot of expectation on you. Your work is to discern which situations are yours to fix (we talked about this) Just because you can, does not always mean you should. Liberators try to fix everything to try and make everyone happy. If you fix things for recognition and approval, you will only deplete yourself. When you are doing something you "want" to do, that means its right for you. 

The 2nd number is how others see you. The 1 represents the knowledge seeker. You are an investigator and seek for facts and information because understanding and knowing things helps you feel safe. You feel confident when you are prepared. You can go down rabbit holes to find information. The universe is making you thirsty for knowledge because it is part of your purpose.

These number together are the fixers and the problem solvers, always coming up with answers and solutions. 

When you are out of alignment or your not-self = frustration (so when you are frustrated this is your sign that you are out of alignment)

How you know you are on the right path= Satisfaction

Gifts (this is just a list but in the app it goes in depth on all of these)

5- Marching to your own rhythm

6- Creating closeness with others

9- Focus and Precision

10- A love of life

16- Enthusiasm

18- Improvement

26- Tailoring your message

32- A nose for success

34- Magnetic Charisma

35- Life's information keeper's

36- Solving emotional issues

37-Creating togetherness

40- Being a giver and a provider

45- Getting everybody on the same page

46- Love of physical self and its power

50- Overcoming Inertia

53- Momentum Buider

57- Reading the room

63- A healthy dose of questioning and skeptism 

Your life theme: Left Angle Cross of Confrontation 2

To question authority, institutions and status quo, and to become an authority yourself

This is a lot but only a summary! If you want to dive in more, the app I use is called MyHumanDesign. There is a free version but it doesn't show as much. If you want to dive into it more, I would pay the monthly fee and dive in and then cancel it if you aren't using it. It can be really interesting to do other people that are around you- husband, co-workers, etc.

I hope this is helpful. Reach out if you have any questions.

Love and Light,

Chrysta

Few things I want to remember

Few things I wrote down from my ketamine treatments. With the programs the first 7 minutes are spoken word while you have ketamine in your mouth and then turns to music.  Also a few things my therapist said that I want to hold onto!

~Why would you ever blame yourself for trusting someone you have known most of your life? 

~Of course you felt safe

~I was acting in line with my beliefs and the thoughts of the good in people.

~Big question- What made me vulnerable at that time ? (more about that later)

*Session on guilt and letting go.

-Is is a blessing to inherently see the good in people

-As a kind and compassionate person, you find it easier to blame yourself rather than acknowledge  the pain caused by others or uncontrollable events.  This misplaced guilt comes from your inherit goodness and desire to see the best in everyone and everything.

-Self blame adds to the burden no matter you've endured or experienced. No matter what you might tell yourself or take from others, you are not to blame.

* One of the revelations that came to me in this process, more recently actually is WHY I ended up in this toxic situation with a friend.

This came at the same time my mom was in the hospital 7 times.  I honestly saw for the first time my moms mortality.  THIS is something I do NOT handle well. My mom has been the most supportive and unjudgmental rock in my life and I talk to her everyday. HOURS AND HOURS we can talk! I think I was running from that and since I couldn't 'fix' her I needed to 'fix something'. My goal was to fix my friend,  that was attainable. (not really!)  I remember during that year in 2023 I couldn't stand to be home alone, not be out doing something. I couldn't stay home on my days off bc I was so anxiety driven and the busier I was, the less I had to worry about losing my mom.  Crazy. 

One thing about this journey, makes you really look within yourself to figure out why. Why you do the things you do. Why you react the way you do.  

Reiki for the first time

 One of my friends told me about her experience and gave it a try.

I am not someone that can relax AT ALL and it was a very relaxing, meditative state.

The practitioner was very easy to talk to and opened up a lot. 
The visit was 2 hours, we spent a lot of time talking afterwards too!

Environment was very nice.  Welcoming, a bit darker, smells, massage table to lay on. This had a blanket and then an eye pillow.  

At the beginning, she asked Mother Earth, my ancestors and hidden friends to be there to support me and guide me.  

She started at my feet, I got goosebumps bc her hands were a bit cold.
By the time she got to my shoulders, her hands were on fire!  Apparently, that can be common.
I found this information :

Reiki practitioners sometimes experience their hands getting quite hot during Reiki sessions. This is believed to be due to the flow of universal life energy, or "ki" (also known as "chi" or "prana"), through the practitioner's hands.

The basic premise of Reiki is that the practitioner is able to channel this universal life energy to facilitate healing in the recipient. As the practitioner's hands become conduits for this energy flow, it can result in a noticeable increase in temperature in their palms and fingers.

The heat transfer you experienced through the cushion on your stomach is likely due to a few factors:

1. Energy conduction: The Reiki energy being channeled by the practitioner's hands is believed to have a thermal component that can be felt by the recipient, even through layers of clothing or fabric.
2. Increased blood flow: Reiki is thought to promote increased circulation in the areas being treated. This improved blood flow can contribute to a warming sensation.
3. Resonance effect: Some Reiki practitioners believe there is an energetic resonance or "attunement" that occurs between the practitioner and recipient, allowing the energy to be felt and experienced by the recipient.

So in summary, the heat you felt through the cushion was likely a result of the Reiki practitioner's hands channeling universal life energy, which has a thermal component that can be sensed by the recipient, even when there are intermediary materials between the hands and the body.

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Afterwards while I was still on the table, she used crystal singing bowls. Very beautiful and I could feel the vibrations in my body from them. This was quite interesting bc I was 5 feet from her and the bowls.  I didn't know anything about these, here is an explanation:

https://www.yogaanytime.com/blog/lifestyle/the-healing-science-of-crystal-singing-bowls-w-kara

The Healing Science of Crystal Singing Bowls w Kara Kara Looney August 19, 2022

I remember the first time I went to a sound bath. It was at a mysterious, other-worldly place just outside of Joshua Tree California, called the Integratron. There was a man set up to play 10-15 crystal bowls of varying sizes sitting in this circular, wooden, domed room. I was in the early years of my yoga journey and I was surprised to discover how transformative the experience was for me.

It was as if the sound emitted from the friction applied to these bowls had the ability to move to the deepest levels of my inner physicality, while also enabling me to access more expansive dimensions of awareness into my non-physicality. I was drawn deeper into myself while simultaneously expanding beyond my known limitations of mind. After the 30 minute session, which felt like a lifetime and the blink of an eye at the same time, I sensed that a strong healing recalibration had occurred physically, emotionally, and spiritually within me.

Sound baths, or in general the experience of sound healing, have become pretty common in yoga, wellness, and spiritual communities. One is invited to sit or lay down to indulge in the immersion of sound vibrations and tones produced by some unlikely instruments. Gongs, singing bowls, chimes, rattles, wind instruments, and drums are incorporated to help call forth healing and relaxation to the body, mind, and soul.

If you’ve ever participated in one of these sound events you can likely say without a shadow of a doubt that the experience had a transformative effect. Most people immediately remark that their quality of mind shifts from a state of activity, anxiety, and preoccupation to an undeniable experience of stillness and calm that has perhaps otherwise been inaccessible to them. It’s not only the mind that is relaxed and pacified into a peaceful state. The vibrational frequencies of sound healing instruments like crystal bowls have the ability to move through skin, fluid, and bones of the body, creating a full body relaxation and recalibration down to the level of the cellular structure. The experience creates an environment of “resonance” within the body.

Cellular healing

In her book Sound Medicine, Dr. Kulreet Chaudhary refers to our cells having “antennae-like structures...called cilium that receive and respond to vibrational energy fields, such as sound, light and radio frequencies.” The existence of cilium is why the state of our physical bodies, in addition to our mental perspective, is impacted so positively by sound healing modalities. The sound vibrations are imparting a healing effect at the cellular level of our physical being that is being received by these cilium structures.

Everything that has an atomic structure has a vibration. The speed or rate at which it is vibrating is called its frequency. The most ideal frequency for an object to naturally vibrate is called its resonance. Every cell, organ, and bone in our body has its unique resonant vibrational frequency. When illness takes hold, at a fundamental level the vibrational resonance of that structure has been compromised, or become “dissonant”. The goal of sound healing or sound therapy is to bring all the systems in the body out of a state of dissonance, back to a state of resonance.

Returning to a natural, resonant environment with practices like grounding, hearing and feeling the sound vibrations of nature, or instrumental sounds that reset our resonant frequency, is said to have a profound impact on our health, longevity, immunity, and mental and emotional stability.

Primed to receive

The natural origins of quartz crystal are fascinating. Two very mundane and well known elements, silica (Si02) and water (H20), join naturally under heat and pressure to create the crystalline structure we call “quartz crystal". This creation of nature can also be easily manufactured under controlled conditions, which is where many of the crystal singing bowls we see today come from, as well as the microchips that enable all of our modern technology to work. Quartz crystal has a piezoelectric quality that enables it, when placed under pressure, to amplify, transform, store, and transfer energy. This is why quartz crystal is the most integral and necessary component in electronics that allows computers, phones, and other electronics to work. Without the unique structure of quartz crystal these modern advancements would not be possible. The crystalline elements of quartz crystal are also present within our bodies. In this way the resonant vibration of crystal singing bowls has a powerful and impactful effect on the resonant frequency of our physical bodies. Generating resonant tones from quartz crystal singing bowls enables the crystalline structure within our bodies to resonate at the same frequency, thus re-establishing balance and harmony at a vibrational and energetic level.

Sound of the chakras

As we learn through examination of a rainbow, the various spectrums of light result in the display of color. Color is visible because of the type of energy called a photon. Photons are a type of energy, just as sound vibration is a type of energy. Sound and light travel, or vibrate, at different speeds, or frequencies, which makes it so we perceive them differently with our senses. Typically, color is seen and sound is heard. Sound is usually described and measured in terms of Hertz (Hz), whereas light is measured as a wave, or particle. Regardless, the two dance together quite beautifully. This union between light and sound is how we are able to determine sound waves that resonate with the various colors that align with the chakras of our body. This is also why people are apt to “see” colors when hearing the sound frequencies of crystal sound bowls.

Each chakra has its area of resonance within the body, a color spectrum, and a sound vibration that brings it into resonance:

• Root Chakra: Red, C Note
• Navel Chakra: Orange, D Note
• Solar Plexus Chakra: Yellow, E Note
• Heart Chakra: Green, F Note
• Throat Chakra: Blue, G Note
• Third Eye Chakra: Indigo, A Note
• Crown Chakra: Purple, B Note

When we are exposed to the crystalline healing sounds of these keys they bring the energy centers of the body back into balance in a multidimensional manner, helping us to restore health and balance holistically.

Putting it into practice

A great deal of value is placed on the healing and rebalancing benefits of sound vibration in the practice of Kundalini Yoga. As a teacher, I find the incorporation of crystal singing bowls in my classes to add an undeniable benefit to the healing and rebalancing benefits of the practice. Sitting or lying down in an intentional state of receptivity immersed in the sound allows the body and mind to receive and adjust passively while the vibrations do their work.

In my season of Kundalini Rising, you can experience the incorporation of crystal bowls at the end of each of my classes. I’d love to know what your experience is with the sounds!

Next 6 sessions

 I went through another course of 6 sessions.

Not sure I really got prepared for this as well as I should have.

Certainly helps my mood and anxiety/depression though.  I don't feel so out of control with my emotions.

BP always <110/70 before and after treatments

Nothing significant happened with these sessions.

Most of them lasted a very short time of 15 minutes, which is fine since it is still doing what needs to be done.

I have purchased another 18 sessions, cheaper to do this way. Only 100 dollars a session that way. 

Much better than the 450 a session I was paying at the beginnng!

Different things that occurred in the last 6 sessions:

~overwhelming feeling of peace

~connection and appreciation for Greg-felt protected

~relaxation, centered feeling.